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What the Dying Reveal to Us about the Trinity, by Scott Owings
Stillness is what creates Love
Movement is what creates Life
To be still
Yet still moving --
that is everything. (Do Hyun Choe)
It's a great mystery and grace that no matter where we are in our
journey, no matter what we've done (good or bad), God calls us to
movement. And yet, sometimes we feel stuck: unable to move, afraid to
move, too weary to make a move towards God or with God into the world.
A year or so ago, after a long season of "stuckness," I sensed a nudge
or prod to move on from church ministry to be a chaplain with hospice.
It hasn't been an easy move and yet God has been teaching me a great
deal from the dying: not only about myself but about others and God.
The dying have much to show us, and one of those lessons has been
surprisingly about the Trinity. I don't know about you, but Trinity for
me used to mean "two dudes and a bird." (This phrase is in no way meant
to convey irreverence or disrespect for the Trinity, but to indicate
how shallow our human understanding of something so divine truly is.)
How helpful is that?
As I got a little older, I heard that the Trinity is one substance with
three forms -- for example in the physical world: ice, water, and
steam. When I went to grad school, I learned a few lofty, conceptual
theories about the Trinity. None of that has been all that practical or
life-changing. Trinity is not static or conceptual. Trinity is not an
"it." To reduce the Trinity to a propositional statement leads to a
lifeless body.
It has been from the dying, and several patients in particular, that
I've begun to glimpse a new angle on what I like to call "trinitarian
movement." And this Trinitarian movement is personal and missional.
After all, Scripture teaches the Father sent the Son; the Son sent the
Spirit; the Spirit sends the church into the world ... and eventually
sends us back to the Father. In a nutshell, this whole notion of "being
sent" is the guiding principle of the gospel of John (used some 30x)
and I believe an important, and often overlooked, dynamic of the
Trinity.
This is where the dying can help us. Of course, the dying don't move
like you or me. They aren't full of activity. They aren't busy,
consumed by self-importance or worried about work or school. Rather,
because of sickness and disease, the dying show (rather than tell) how
one can be still, yet still moving. The dying are about to make the
biggest move of their life: moving from this body through the "Door to
the Great Unknown." And behind that Door is a vastness, a Love, which
is beyond what we can ask or imagine.
"We don't have to take the lead but we do have to move!"
As one is still, preparing to move through the great Door, from God and
to God, I've found the dying have much to show about life -- how to
live and move more fully, more contemplatively, in the here and now.
* Take Fran, an Alzheimer's patient who isn't given to many words.
While in the hospital and on the verge of dying, I went into her
room, aware that she was barely with us. I stayed a few minutes,
and even though she couldn't say a word (and seemed to be asleep),
I decided to pray before leaving. At the Amen, she did something
I'd never seen her do over the past 8 months. She made the movement
of the Cross -- a blessing of the Holy Trinity. A deep symbol,
beyond words, that Father, Son, and Spirit are always present.
* And then there was Bill, a poor man from the country. A person for
whom I developed a deep fondness. On the day before his death, the
family and Bill were anxious, heavy with dread, and seemingly
unable to move. Before leaving, I asked the family to get up and
gather around for prayer. I don't understand why, but there was
something about that movement that unlocked their emotions. They
told stories and laughed and prayed and blessed. The laughter was
best of all, providing healing for the patient and family (and for
me).
* One of my favorite mystic writers, Meister Eckhart said it this way
about the Trinitarian movement of laughter: "When the Father laughs
at the Son and the Son laughs back at the Father, that laughter
gives pleasure, that pleasure gives joy, that joy gives love, and
that love is the Holy Spirit."
* Finally, I'd like to mention Gayle, a middle-aged woman suffering
from painful, pancreatic cancer who showed me a move I will never
forget. In her final moments, the family asked that I pray. As I
did so, she surprisingly leaned towards me, like a flower that
wilts at the end of the day. A single tear from her eye dropped,
and she breathed her last. It was the most sacred, still movement
I've ever experienced. In her dying move, I experienced a most
powerful sermon, one that reminded me of Jesus' words: "[C]onsider
the lilies ... for not even Solomon in all his glory was arrayed
like one of these."
When we are brought to a place of stillness (and often it takes
failure, or disease, but prayer and silence can do it as well), we are
able to see and hear the movement, or dance, of the Trinity. As Thomas
Merton wrote, "God invites us to a dance ... we don't have to take the
lead but we do have to move, step by step."
My prayer and hope is that we will accept the Trinity's invitation to
move with stillness. To help with that, I encourage hanging out with
someone who is elderly or on the verge of dying. Visit a nursing-home,
take a grandparent to lunch, volunteer with hospice. If that's not
possible or your cup of tea (or even if it is), maybe you could
practice the three unconventional disciplines or movements I've
mentioned: making the sign of the cross as a blessing to the Trinity,
telling stories and laughing with those you love, and silently
observing and contemplating the movement and beauty of a flower or a
child of God in the waning moments of life.
May the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ,
The love of God,
And the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you (2 Corinthians
13:13).
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(c) 2009 Scott Owings.
RELATED LINKS:
* When Your Heart Hurts
http://www.heartlight.org/articles/200611/20061104_hearthurts.html
* The Gift of Stillness
http://www.heartlight.org/articles/200604/20060401_stillness.html
* Solitude, Not Isolation
http://www.heartlight.org/single/sna_980819_solitude.html
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